Wordless Butterfly
Come on just say it,
You need me like a bad habit,
One that gives you the interest of indepth and love.
Come on just say it (Are you afraid to),
You need me like a bad habit
(Say what you want to, tell me you want to),
One that gives you the interest of indepth and love
(Are you afraid to say what you want to, tell me you want to).
Well I hold my tongue use it to assess,
The damage from way back when it mattered,
But nothing seems important anymore,
We’re just protecting ourselves from our self,
And I don’t think I’ll ever come back down
(I don’t think I’ll ever come back down),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back down
(I don’t think I’ll ever come back down),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back down
(I don’t think I’ll ever come back…),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back…
Are you ashamed to say
what you want to tell me you want to.
Are you ashamed to say
what you want to tell me you want to.
(Come on just say it)
Are you ashamed to
(Come on just say it)
say what you want to tell me you want to.
(Come on just say it)
Are you ashamed to
(Come on just say it)
say what you want to tell me you want to.
I’m making the difference,
It just seems pointless,
Well I’ll be obvious,
That’s got out of focus,
Why can’t you just be happy,
Why can’t you just be happy.
And I don’t think I’ll ever come back down
(I don’t think I’ll ever come back down),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back down
(I don’t think I’ll ever come back down),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back down
(I don’t think I’ll ever come back…),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back...
(Just come back… )
Just come on just say it,
Come on just say it,
Well I’ll just say it,
I’ll just say it,
I need you defenseless, dependent and alone.
(Just come back… )
She says live up to your first impression,
Well my best side was your worst invention,
In case you live without the intention,
In case you live without the intention.
(Just come back… )
She says live up to your first impression,
Well my best side was your worst invention,
In case you live without the intention,
In case you live without the intention.
She says live up to your first impression
(Come on, just say it),
Well my best side was your worst invention
(Come on, just say it),
Why can't you live without the intention
(I need you defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love without the intention (alone).
She says live up to your first impression (I just say it),
Well my best side was your worst invention (I just say it),
Why cant you live without the intention
(I need you defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love without the intention (Alone),
Why can’t you love
(Defenseless, dependent),
Why cant you love
(Defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love…without…love…without
(Defenseless, dependent, defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love
(Defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love
(Defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love…without…love…without
(Defenseless, dependent, defenseless, dependent).
Taking Back Sunday ~ One-Eighty By Summer
~ * ~ * ~ * ~
My heart's all confused. It's been up and down all week. And tonight I'm all over the place. Confused over mum. I'm tempted to move out. Even though I know I can't afford it. I'm poor. So poor. There's only a little over 2 grand in my bank account. I can't live in the city on that much. And if I move in with the boyfriend, I get the feeling that I won't be able to move out. Who goes up a level to go back down one? So silly...
I sometimes wish I had the courage to move out.
And I don't want to prove her right yet. I still have all these ideals that I want to live out. Being independent, living on my own, having a place to call my own. Hell, I can't even commit to a bedside table and a lamp right now. He laughed at me last night when he offered it to me, and I hedged. My reasoning is that it costs money. But I wasn't about to explain myself to him.
Work is stressful - as per usual. No one appreciates me, and I'm extremely anxious over this report. I've taken it home to work on it this weekend.
I wish I could put all my worries and anxieties into words. But I can't seem to.
I miss him tonight. He's at a boys poker night/drink fest.
I'm sitting here in front of my computer, staring aimlessley at the screen, and I'm missing you.
posted by Enigmatic Butterfly @ 8:27 pm
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home