Thursday, October 07, 2004

Grumpy Butterfly

I am grumpy and annoyed and tired and hungry, and o so sleepy...

Someone shoot me with a revolver or a bread roll. Smother me with a pillow or just slap me with one of those airplane blindfolds.

I couldn't sleep last night because when i went into my room there was a huge spider on the far side of the wall. I ended up huddling under the blankets and when i finally got brave enough to switch off the light, i became paranoid that i could hear the huge thing crawl onto my quilt.

I ended up sleeping on the sofa in the lounge room. That was at 2am.

I dragged myself up this morning at 5.30. I managed to see the bloody sunrise for crying out loud, and it's 8.30am right now. I've spent around 2 1/2 hours writing (i cheated for around an hour mucking around on the net not to mention, writing up this blog) and i'm suddenly annoyed.

I want to go and meet my friend this morning, but the deadline hovers over my head. Do you know there's only 6 days left??!?! HOw can i hand something in decent by then?? I wish that my thesis as it stands now, was what i had to work with last thursday. i just need another week - one more week...

... please?

I am also starving. My stomach feels hollow, but I can't eat, because my head is pounding with lack of sleep and i feel woozy and slightly nauseous. So if i eat.. guaranteed i won't hold it down. and i can't exactly leave to meet my friend either because we had agreed to meet at 10.30. i can't write up the remainder of the chapter by then. once i get into uni, there'll be no point for me to continue writing...

GAH....

grumpy, grumpy, grumpy
sleep, sleep, sleep
food, food, food

i feel like there's this grey partition on the left side of my brain. it moves at whim, and stops me from using my full mental capacity. the corner of that grey partition also covers part of my left eye, so i can't really see anything properly either.

And because of my lack of sleep, hunger, and pure stress, I am talking absolute nonsense.

I am a little ball of stretched and tensed yarn

I am a stress kitten!

mmmmrrrreowwwww!!!

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