Astrological Butterfly
I've been thinking - will there ever be a day when i can accept you? even as a friend? will there come a day when we can hold a civil conversation? because right now, i can't. i think that all i want is you. and i can't handle you not wanting me (hence the ignoring you on thursday).i'm supposed to be the modern girl, the one who doesn't give a damn. the girl who stands up for herself and is independent and strong. the girl who knows what she wants and won't take guys who have issues.
..so where am i? when all i want is you???
can i truly live with the thought that we will never be in each other's lives anymore???
It's interesting and sad when you end up resorting to star signs to figure out if your relationship has any potential. I ended up comparing your birthdate with mine, and came across this:
"The Private Eye"
The focus of this relationship is likely to be a privacy that goes beyond ordinary bounds, even tending to the reclusive. Sagittarius-Capricorns are likely to allow Taurus-Geminis to see a bit of the darker side of their personalities, one that they show to few others in their lives. Natural detectives, Taurus-Geminis will be intrigued to investigate further, but the relationship is likely to require them to forsake certain outgoing aspects of their nature so as to be alone in an intimate or domestic setting with the more introverted Satgittarius-Capricorn.
Astrologically, Taurus-Gemini is an earth-air combination and Sagittarius-Capricorn fire-earth. The missing element is precisely the one that governs the relationship ; water, symbolizing feeling.
Love and marriage between these two are tender, personal and emotional in nature. The emphasis here is on giving, and although both partners can gain much from each other, it is the Sagittarius-Capricorn who is likely to rise in stature in the eyes of the Taurus -Gemini, and through their relationship, much like the statue in George Bernard Shaw's Pygmalion and like Eliza Doolittle in My Fair Lady. Unfortunately when the statue becomes real and comes down off its pedestal, the sculptor gets left in the lurch when his beautiful creation walks out the door. Attachments and subsequent breakups here can be extremely painful.
Friendships in this combination also have the capacity to be deep. Mutual friends often become involved in love triangles or quartets with this duo, and may eventually supplant one of the primary partners. Jealousies, claiming attitudes and competitive urges may easily arise and grow to unhealthy proportions.
Advice: Beware of undue attachmet. Don't turn your back on the world. Keep in touch. Danger lies in triangles. Remember who you are. Observe Limits.
*sigh* ...doesn't really help my situation, does it?
..so maybe i should be taking a leaf out of that book and not neglect you? but i think perhaps, it's not up to me? maybe it has to be you who makes the move? after all, i made all the other moves. you have to genuinely want me in your life and work for it. but i don't think you will. and that's what makes it so depressing. i can see us at graduation, and me putting up that front that says 'back off' and you respecting my decision.
...and that's so sad. especially when you consider how good we can be - even as friends. but for the sake of my own dignity - i don't think i can. i don't think i can walk out on that limb alone anymore.
posted by Enigmatic Butterfly @ 1:33 pm
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